last of july

today really exhausted!i woke up around 7 then boom i have something going on my stomach it's really hurting!felt like lighting tgh lawan,haha seriously sakit!then i told nasihah i could not come to school today then my mom forced me to see the doctor i refused no more medicine!i hate you thank you.then me and my mom go to kampung pandan having breakfast i felt lots better than,she buys those fish crab makes me want to puke!then i got home i watching welcome to the rail world, henry golding does looks stupid doing hakka!but he is the one charming guys , down to earth very friendly and have some manner makes my heart go hmmmmm smilinggg :), then around 1 me and my mom go to new york skin solution having my treatment there around 5 i finesh already then i go bb i ate subway then we go shopping , our first stop is bonita i saw a cute watch i put in on uoo i looked cute huhh?haha then i buy it then we go to nose oooo myyyy gosh!i saw a black watch elegant all i can said!check check then sold!that watch is mine :) , then we go body shop buys our things totaly rm 189.90 akak tuu ckp tmbh laa lagi 20 ringgit nnati dapat boucer mula mula mama saya sudah ambil itu gincu but taknak letak balik mama saya ckp buat apa sudah banyak.then around 6.45 we got our kl monorail ticket on sesak gilaaa oh sampai ada sorang tuu ckp jgn tolak laa bodo! haha then we stop at hang tuah amik train balik ampang bapak ramai gilaaa ! ada 2 line 1 jea tempat beli ticket patu dah dpt ticket trn tunggu patu time nak masuk dlm train dgr bunyi wisel wooi tak bayar ticket haishh cuak ooo budak laki yg tak byar ticket tu lari.then mama ckp cepat cepat masuk then teeennnn!pintu tutup samapi ampang abah amik.

composition

Tacher Ingrid asks a whole class wrote summary about someone that connect to you and what you learn from it and make sure that your summary be amazing nad really interesting . I ask teacher , if we dont want put their names can?then teacher said 'put a name any name that you like' . okey okey listen there was a part suddenly techer uses the F word , i completely shocked but she didnt realise that abiel and me looked up together. ABiel is already start wrote about her lose time bestfriend . Meanwhile yusuf always daydream about her gf and he want to wrote about his gays partner siddiq aka sean kingston , haha then he change sapa tah , siddiq always siddiq was blur dont know who he want to write about.Me im going to write about you.

busted !

wahh , bestkan kena?


on thursday
i texted you all day long.
you didnt reply my text.
i wish you goodnight.
you wish me goodnight.
i said what wrong with you? and so on
again you didnt reply
silent converstion and i know something bother you up .


on friday
after finish school i went to emerald .
evening my mom pick me up
during those time i keep watched why i felt i knew something about that guy .
then mom arrived .
i saw you at baiduri and i looked at you .
you looked at me and shocked .
suprised?
i didnt looked you after that on .
you texted me and said s o r r y blablabla.
sorry apology not excepted .

now i know why you mcm tuu , hmmphh karmaa whtever , if i accept or not accept your apology you will do the same mistake again.
takecare bye.

s o r r y

babe , i try so hard not to hurt you but yet i did , i try so hard not to make you felt guilt yet you did , i try so hard being really goodfriend to you and make it up back again but actually i cant . It's cover me with those things that you use make me cry. I just cant ! im sorry , soon or later or another time i just hurmmm

one step at the time

hurry up and wait so close but so far away everything that you always dream of could be should be yours. heheeee gosh i never been so happy continously everyday man , im so happy it start off by those positive word then keep singing those a-ma-zing song then end it up with great story. On tuesday its morning i think about 8 am she came to me and said " eh kalau ada 2 cicak ada kat atas pastu salah satu jatauh salah sorang cakap apa?"i said "padan muka?"hahahhahahaha then she said"salah then she making lizard sound"hahahha but if you think back it's true lizard do not speak kan?ahhaha bangang punya leong ! then tgh hari sikit afiq kecik datang dia cakap"aku ada teka teki kenapa aku pergi johor 1 jam tapi kenapa kalau aku kau dgn nabilah pergi 3 jam"i said "sebab lama kot"then dia cakap " tak sebab ada 3 jam see aku ada 1 jam , kau ada 1 jam nabilah ada 1 jam " huhh bangang ! kena dah lagi , hahahaa . Then recess banyak borak borak im happy this week , i dont know but yes im happy . belajar sekarang pon dah kuarang ngntok dah , okeyy laa happy :)

mohd ameer

God ! that boy can makes me laugh , can make me smile , can make me smile wide and wide , that boys listen to me when i need someone to talk to , that boys makes me think me twice , that boys teach me the value having great family and unforgetable bestfriend . Honestly , i really appreciate you , you always be my bestfriend thanks for there for me and until now you still remember me as your friend . Thanks when there was one time yang i kena tuu yang i nages gila gilaaa but you still there for me you call me and you sing to me , awww thank you :) , and i still remember the day before i go to thailand and i said to you wait for me i have something to do and do not fall a sleep until i got home and yet you did ! you didnt go for sleep until morning we keep in touch in ym , haishh serious i appreciate sgt oh , then you ada ajak tgok you and the band jamming , sorry i takdapat pergi , you never mad at me , i repeat NEVER ! i always mad at you , what you said "yelaa yelaa okey okey mcm ni mcm ni", . And i remember for first time you call me thru ym , i still remember you childish voice and those gigle , i miss that , then you sang a song tak tahu tajuk but okey laa *melting* because song that he sang about the person try to have a relationship back with his girlfriend , awww so sweet :) then suddenly house phone ring , HAHAHHAHAHAHA i cannot stop laughing , menn you cheer up my day ! :) , time i kena tuu bulan dua tuu you stay jea dgn i , yaaww thank men ! i always remember your word "be positive" , thanks :)

new me

i dont know why but sometime i found myself very confident and i fell like gahhh i dont need that i can handle on my on my on top of the world ! but sometime i fell tramp in hole that never let me out i fell so down i just kept asking my self why i not have self confident what i must do?i did heard some good song that can build my strengh but it didnt work out for me , i did read something that make me have self condifent but it's only for temporary.And then i start crying i cry cry cry then i fall sleep , haha but it's only second , aaaaaa i dont know , ME before different ME now different . Im use to be one of most happy person LOVE to laugh but all that sudden i just quite if she/he make a joke i only laugh but that only for to release the stress then i become quite back . I need the old me I need have self confident , even ucup said "sekarang kau dah lain kau mcm dah lonely" i do fell lonely i do fell aaa that not great out there . . .