Stacie Orrico

i started listen again her song

D E E P E S T

oh dear ,
1.listen to me when i tells you story
2.stay with me when i need a shoulder to cry
3.tells me i look beautiful when im ugly
4.not be mad at me insted listen and tell me the nicest thing
5.make me surprise
6.teach me being adult
7.teach me being child
8.honest , care and love me

cuppy cake

A SONG FOR YOU Baby! :)



Isnt she adorable?awww sheeee so cuteee but now she 16!she teenage now.

just what i thought

P E R F E C T !
remember the word you said "i have a wife at home that need to care"
oh maybe i think you already find the one you care but act you lie.
oh kat ikip awek awek sana boleh tahan?wslam bang abg ipar aku ni,
b e s t awk?


I know i cant trust you and im right

u s e l e s s

According to kamus,haha kamus haaa!what is useless?useless means J A C K A S S ! jerk,someone who is selish terrible horrible in his behavier but this useless is more to word unresponsible person this is prove when one of his old brother go to oversea because of his daughter accepted to Engineering school so he as are young brother need to take his action as a son to a father.A father cames to his house but no one answered urh that weird so his older brother call him million times and text him but he didnt respond at all.After a few days he text his older brother and said"I went to malaka that day for holiday" Ish you father came to you want to be near with you and this what his got?Your sibling didnt cares at all who need to be care of your father there all dah buat tanggujawab Wah dude you didnt have some respect ke? Your old brother have a family back home he need to there for them and sometime late a night he did cry because he cannot take too much of pressure he need to be a son to his parent he need to a husband to his wife he need to be a father to his children and also he had his darah tinggi so darah tinggi tak boleh kena pressure faham? also he have lot I mean Really A lot of work to do but you are worst that useless no no you are horrible person!You always dream being a rich man always follow your wife do you word DAYUS?Your wife said this you follow her heyy dia jaga kau ke? tuan rumah ke dia dia suami eh?your dream being rich is fufill but you didnt show you care enough and you did do not much job you just sit at home and watching movie then cerita gebang beli kete BM blah blah laa whay dont you put the money for medicine for your own father pay his rent house be there for him until one of your old brother said"aku nak semua adik beradik rasa macam mana jaga ayah sorang demi sorang"kau ada?lepas tangan je.I thought i could never found who really useless apprently there is one person.That is you! You though you rich enough so that people can look up to you not you moron!

gigi sempurna

its look horrible but serious i want to wear a braces !

The war of red rose

I don care anymore about you.You start it at first place so please have a fight.

anonymous

Permulaan cerita begini pada suatu hari ada seorang kakak or makcik ni add saya dan saya meng approve dirinya kemudian dia mengunakan chat Im untuk berborak
dia : hai
saya : hey :)
dia : awk sapa?duduk mana?
saya : sapa ni?(haish nak tanya dalam kenapa)
dia : rafi... apa tah nama diaa awk sapa nama?duduk mana?
saya : frh stay dekat dekat je
dia : area mana?
saya : ala dkt mapng
dia : yelaa kat mana?

wahh aku tak kenal kau laa.kau nak tanya lebih lebih jangan mengada sangat.kemudian saya tutup Im tuu.

keesokkannya hari saya buka facebook dia lagi mula kat perbualan di Im

dia : hai
saya : :)
dia : nama sapa?

takkan lupaa dah bodo ! muka muda tapi ingatan mcm umo 80 lebih moyang aku yang 85 ingat lagi laa weh cucu cicit dia
then saya off lagi tmpt Im itu

pada malam hari yang sama jugak

dia : hai
saya : hai
dia : awk duduk mana?
saya : sini sini je
dia : kat mana tuu?
ingroned,10 mnt later
dia : hey buat apa?nama awk sapa?
saya : buat bodo kan dah bgatu hari tuu

today
dia : hai
saya : ye knp?
dia : nama awk sapa?
saya : nama sapa?
dia : rafi.... apa tah awk th buat apa cerita laa.


setiap hari tanya benda yang sama.hey sorry saya tak kenal awk.awk jangan nak lebih lebih tanyaa.geli kau faham geli geli?kau dah besar pergi carik kerja carik kerja jangan nak sebok tanya prg buat apa faham.geeeeeeeeeeelii

C O N G R A T U L A T I O N

Congrat to you for score excellent point
Congrat to you because you copy everything
Congrat to you now people knows you
Congrat to you now you can smile widelyy!
Congrat to you because you proud of yourself
Congrat to you now you have PERHATIAN
Congrat to you people thought you excellent but act you not.
Congrat to you because makes everyone HAPPY
Congrat to you because you have major plastic friend tht pretend friend with you.
Congrat to you for really extreamly excellent point you have!
Congrat to you your family friend teacher would choose you now.hihi dont care gemok!:)
Congat to you little THIN person ! :)


I really appreciate what you done seriously :)

b e t t e r m a n

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around


omg omg iloveeeths song so fuckng damn muchh
i know the tittle about man but who cares i like it !
to be a better man
R O B B I E W I L L I A M !

she is a m a z i n g

you can tell she is amazing person ! ;)

spell l o v e ?

the awesomeness

This is just the way i am

1.I do like to eat. A lot of it.
2.I do like to sleep.sleep is the best medicine ever!
3.I do spent a lots of time in bath.girll kan?family didnt understand that.
4.Televisyen is my MAJOR hobbies the nanny and how i met your mother the best!
5.I like clean places but i didnt clean my room hurmmm
6.I like being rich.i want to be as rich as gissele bunchan
7.I like living luxurious life
8.At sometime study is fun but sometime study only for exam
9.I like when wake up every morning with someone next to me and said 'goodmoring my bride':) hihi
10.I want those expansive car
11.I want garden wedding
12.I want having 4 children
13.I want having PERFECT husband.But there no word for perfect to human
14.Having responsible, matured ,manner and loving man is just perfect
15.I want a husband who looks like husband
16.I want to shop at expansive store like channel jimmy choo
17.I want to be a journalist
18.I want to travel all around the world
19.I really appreciate if someone adore me cares me and not be ashmed of me
20.I love spend time with my protective family
21.I love to shop with mama because she has a cash.hihi
22.I love when abang do tarik perhatian things*stupid*hahaha
23.I love spend time with my girl
24.A father is the best way to express my feeling.I cried almost everything when i tell story about someone at my father.He is the best men! the one is truly amazing father
25.Bestfriend is the best way to chilling and relax
26.I like to heard gosip and mengutuk orang yang bagus sangat
27.I hate when mom or dad forget something usually dad and makes everyone late
28.Im giggle when my father buat serious but tak jadi. LOL
29.Brother always have ego maniac which i hate that and making everyone pissed off.
30.I dont like spend time with my mom family side.busy body sgt.
31.I miss my pumpkin way too much.akak cepatt laa balikkk! :(
31.I admired miranda kerr gissele bunchan heidi klum adriana lima :)
32.I always love you and i always miss the ways you cares me but i have to lets it go
33.I always remind to my self soon you will realise what you done and you will begging forgiveness
34.I have anger issues and still work on it
35.I dont have a perfect skin.Im to shy of it
36.Late at night my eyes start to tears
37.I always want you to be there for me every night and show me that you love me
38.Im sensitive person
39.Im allergi to bullshit
40.I have 2 seperates attitude i can be soft as candy or i can be hard like a stone
41.And hate someone yes I have one two err
42.This just the way i am

the air that i breath

I dont remember how we met but at first i saw you okey his is little cutie and i found you flirtlicious ! hahahaa so i want be far from you but it turn out you really sweet kind of man i dont remember when but i thnk it late november 2008 when we met.At that moment you quite rapat of ths girl and me quite rapat dengan kawan you so we did contact each other ask how my boyfie and i ask wht about your then i remember you got a fight with your ex , woooww really pedas man!haha i quite scared at moment though so i just play cool asking about you and your respond you did being cool.so kita tukar contact number biasa je takda pape text text then tak text dahh.A year past by on august 16 2010 for the first time in my life i called you because i had free call!haha then we talk then you text me you said word 'ly' then i respond biasa jee. a fews days later we become close you said'hey turtle go out fara will be my lovely partner in my life'for that moment i know something bother me up!on 4th of sept im officially your mrs.heheee you thought me being matured and i need be more serious which mean is i need take care of myself and i need to behave.I remember a day before raya you said 'biasanya bila i couple i rasa bosan bosan bosan but bila dengan you i tak bosan i excited!'baby hug hug!;* iloveyouu much much.first of raya you said'sayang selamat hari raya i sorry if i buat salah ke apa apa tak iloveyou'iloveyou theee too

ignored

Im quite busy for a while.
trial exam really diffult
I have a new person on lifeee.heeee
I have better life now

A nice things to hear or see

strong and independent woman

im viewing some that i things it's going to work so here it's is

1.Have a strong handshake. Do not attempt to break the other person's hand, but do have a firm, solid grip. Three handshakes should be enough. If you shake more than that, the other person may see you as wanting something more or as being too clingy.


2.Do not let anyone take advantage of you. This does not only apply to men, believe it or not. Anyone and everyone is capable of being manipulative and/or a user. Your boss, co-workers, peers, and the regular people you deal with everyday may try to take advantage of you at some point. Do not become completely untrusting, though -- be smart about who you trust and who you do things for, and don't be afraid to say no, but don't suspect everyone of being out to get you!

3.Realize that women have come a long way. Many people try to claim that a woman's job is in the home, taking care of the house, children, and their husband's needs far beyond their own. And while it is true that they should have a part in all of this (as should a husband), a lot of women must work outside of the home to help provide for their families. Less than a hundred years ago women had barely any rights, and now we are almost on the same level as men, if not equal. This is a huge advancement that you should be proud of. Women also have needs, too. When they have had a hard day at work or are feeling down, they should be able to guiltlessly enjoy themselves and have "me" time every once in a while.

4.Don't worry about men too much. Yes, you may want a man in your life. But, do you need one? You've survived this long without one, so obviously it won't kill you to be single. However, if you do not choose to be single, don't take men and their antics too seriously. If he truly loves you and cares for you like he should, then you will never have to worry about every fight being the last one.

5.Raise your self esteem. The majority of people with low self esteems are women. You need to realize how smart, beautiful, and wonderfully made you are. Think of all of the things you are capable of: making and giving life, nourishing a child, being someone's rock and shelter. Someone in this world needs you and loves you just the way you are. Why not add another person to that list: you.

6.Do not let people threaten you. Learn self-defense, take a karate class, something to teach you how to keep yourself from harm. If someone is verbally threatening you, then go the correct authorities. At school, that could be your teacher, principal, guidance counselor, or School Resource Officer. At work, that would be your supervisor; if your supervisor is the one doing it, then go to Human Resources or go to your supervisor's superior. In extreme cases, the appropriate authority figure may be the police. Do not be afraid to ask for help -- just because you're independent does not mean that you are stupid, and not asking for help is just that.
7Be your own self! Do not constantly try to look, act, or dress like someone you know or a celebrity. You are unique for a reason/reasons. If you were supposed to do everything that they do, then you would either be stuck to their hip or would be them. Find your very own style, hobbies, and life in general. You only get to be one person in the end, and that person is you.



7.Be your own self! Do not constantly try to look, act, or dress like someone you know or a celebrity. You are unique for a reason/reasons. If you were supposed to do everything that they do, then you would either be stuck to their hip or would be them. Find your very own style, hobbies, and life in general. You only get to be one person in the end, and that person is you.

separate part

i can be soft like cotton but sometime i can be hard like a stone , i can be silly angry mad silence laugh of loud and giggle all the time i just me !

I Love the way i Are

A A B I L S S A R A H bloggyyy

omgg im touchh !
comel gilaa sweet doo korang ingat akuu
sayang korang , weeeeeeee :D

16th August 2010

heheeee my birthdayy yayyy me


nabilah : 9th august present!happy advanced birtday

16th August 2010

on 8.20 pm
nick : call.. tuuut tuut hello farah kan?hari tuu lupa i laa tuu.kenal tak ni sapa?dah laa tak save num i
me : ni nick eh?yaa i kenal sgt suara you why? i ingat you guna num baru so i dlete num lama
nick : mana adaa i still guna num lamaa , you you you happy birtday !
me : esok laa you lambat lagi.haha but thanks
nick : alaa i nak jadi org first wish , i first kan?
me : yaa you first
nick : awww so sweet , HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA i hope you happy farah


on 10.45 pm
bali : text... farah syafiqah ;)
me : 20 minute later . yaa muhd fazli :)
bali : kejap lagi birthday awak! ;)
me : haha yaa i tau :D
bali : sukala tuu.happy bufday awak!haha
me : blm lg laa.lg 1 jam laa awk but thanks awak :D
about present , tennnnnnn heheee
11.43
bali :awak buat apa?mst ta sbar kn nak tunggu pkul 12.haha happy bufday lg!haha
me : i can stop smiling laa awak, hehee i baru nak 17.thank you awak :)
12.00am
bali : happy birthday farah syafiqah!dah besarla awak skrng .cepat buat wish awak!wish you happy happy selalu yea jgn mara mara. haha. happy birtday lagi!
me : haha awak dah 3 kali wish dah , thanks lg tau awk :)
bali : awk dah boleh kawin dah, haha awk jgn mara i lagi tau , sabar yaa
me : haha taknak kawin lgi! err taktahu laa awk. you better behave ;)
bali : i mmg behave laa awk , haha

me : hey you thanks yaa for wishes :) i ingt you lupaa mle mle so i mcm terasa jgk laa but You tak lupaa!thank you awak tau.appreciate <3 :) thanks
bali : i tunggu kowt.You taw i siap tgk tvastro lg.tepat pukul 12 i terus wish, haha shh diam taw.jgnbgtaw org laen, haha

1.49 am
bali : happy birtday awak!

hahahaa thanks awk.awak awak paling bnyk wish awk tau , hahaha thanks kte appreciate sgt awk . eyhh ingat lolipop kte :D

on 15th august 2010 11.47 pm
ety : happy birtday senah.hope more wishes to come.iloveyou.muah ! :)
me : awww iloveyou moree thanks ety :)
ety : welsome.belum genap 12 agy.tpi da ngntk,tkot tetdo.haha so wish before tetdo la.hee

nasihah : happy birthday gorgeous!i hope ur life turns out to be great and more sweet memories are made . I hope u'll always happy with ur life and i'll be right there next to you when you need me and give you support.I love you so much . kte syg awk since standard 5 lgi until now eventhough awk always taknak kawan kte dlu tapi takpe kte still syg awk. ALWAYS! hugs and kisskisskiss for you
me : awww comel gilaa awak , kte pon syg awk :D


on 15 th august 2010
sarah : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BITHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FARAH ! I LOVE YOU BESTIE! muahhh :D
me : haha thanks but lagi 3 mnt laa haha
sarah : jarum rumah aku dah pukul 12.haha

nabilah : happy 17th birthday
me : thanks syg ! kau dah awk dlu dahh bg hadiah :)

shaikh : you you happy birtday i hope you happy :) you dah besar dah sekarang :D

siddiq : happy birthday !

yusof and intan : happy birtday farah

ili audi : hey fara fiqa.hapy bufday to you.semoga dirimu dilindungi allah.Jgn noty noty. Awak dah bosa k . haha .Do your best on trial and spm k .tc yaa Ly
me : thanks ili take care too
ili audi : yaa i will :)

natasha : happy birthday to you , happy birthday to you happy birthday to my dear farah.happy birtday to YOU! may ur bufday this year fill with happiness n mndpt kbktan allah smpena bln ramadhan ni . amin , i love you senah !
ME : THNKS i love you too

hafeez : call... happy birthday farah

aidil : text.. happy birthday farah i hope you happy and i wish you the best
me : thanks
aidil : call... hey happy birthay farah !
me : thanks aidil i ingat you lupa wish
aidil : mana boleh lupa i dah smpn dalam diari i dah i nak jadi org last wish
me : eh?why
aidil : i bce buku org tu ckp sapa org last ni kesan dia mendalam.
me : hahaha oh yaa?i tak rasa apa apa pon
aidil : nanti nanti haha

Liana : happy birthday farah , dah ada pon group yg cukup 17!
me : yeap yeap

adrian : happy birthday farah !
me : haha thanks

ezawana : happy birtday awak . kte sayang awk


thanks to all who wish me happy birthday , thanks i really appreciate . People that i didnt put you name on dont worry you still be my number one . HAHA thanks love you all muah !

A A B I L

heyy awak yang pretty !
saya suka suara awak begini
cantik awak tauu
haha

they caught me smile

Liana gave me chocolate sarah gave me cakes she made it and my dearest nabilah gave me a teddy bear and a chocolate.cikgu Zulhairi makes us laugh by asking how going to Malam Bintang then he said there will be artist arriving then sarah said who? then he said khai,who khai?then everybody start to guess then he said Khai is ZUL-KHAI-RI.Oh HAA HAA cikgu.cikgu khairul azizi like a father to us hmmm i said i dont want friend with you then he said taknak kawan sudah , hahaha gedik betul geli geli, HAHA.Siddiq quite kotor today he put his hand on his arm pit then pass to people,ewww yusuf mcm biasa diaa. We all pretty worried about nabilah health she pretty bad yesterday get well soon yaa peng ! we love you muah muah. Today sarah liana siddiq fazilah hanim dayah and me gossiping about wardah i never though about half of girl in calss dont like her she rude she unrespect people she anything but annoy us ergggh go away laa and guess what ckg Nan Aini admired her wahh bakal menantu eh?HAHA but all in end it up by good timee.

Hi

hmmm how do i start?Lets start by go past and remember what kind things that we use to do that i use to like you so much.I use to put a big smile on my face and i used to feel million crash that maked me feel spinning.lets start by your smile your laugher your nice sweet kind of boy.I admired you by shyness that i almost cant stand enough of it.Then when we walk for first time i still remember we both pretend to be cool to be alaa piece of cake but actually terkaku!haha then you gave me lolipop haha im so excited that timee i cant blush moree!That you used to called me sweets hmmm i cant stand of it.For you everything that i have , i hold it on first i dont know maybe im in love or im just like you too much?then boom somenthing happen you not the same person that i use to know you,your shyness shocked me you sweetness puts tears in my eyes your smile you scent makes me go away i hate you!YOU ARE PERSON THAT STAY BEHIND A SHADOW.You are a person that at first i want to leave first.I just feel like you want to be somebody and you want be somebody so that everyone knows you.If you are a friend of mine you should think before you act you should care how i feel.what did you do?you just go nothing yet you apology but i dont looking for your apology i want the truth.Yet you still want to hurt eventhough you said i try so hard not to hurt you but yet you did.Your type happen then asking for apology, hmmmm take a bow what have you done best award goes to you.I just so extremely not to think to much of it and it taken my emotionaly cover it so it's cant fade away.Sometime i feel like you want to be far from me?why?im ugly?hurmmm i dont know but now im the one who feel i want to away from you i just dont want deal with anything right now and you ALWAYS BRINGS EXCELLENT EXCUSES when it's come things that i pissed off.I want you to know THANKS FOR GIVING ME TASTE OF LOVE MAKING ME LOVED NO DID SPECIAL LIKE YOU DID.Right now you just a friend that living behind a shadow.You not show to me what kind a friend,you not show you care about it,you said not to hurt but yet you did and you became did we know each other?.Im not saying because im be prefect no, i just saying because for about 3 years of frinedship i been hurt i try just be okeyy but clearly hard for it.We just a close friend from phone to a phone not a person to a person.After we had a huge fight you said you dont know why you feel happy hmm i tell you why it's because you learn to be nice and waited its happen but yaa i did happy to be nice with you again but i cant.Like i told you before we become bestfriend from a phone to a phone not a person to a person.Im hurt when you didnt remember things but thanks now i learn what kind a boy you are.Now i just not to happy not to sad mcm biasa je bila dengan you.I dont cry now I dont hurt now i think im okey without you.

i love thee too

awww thank you dear bestfriend i love you do.terkejut doo time kau bagi heeee thank you sayang jugak kau kat akuu.happy doo ! thank youu!loveyou bite muah ! eee gayy ! But i know one things that i love you :)

an item

happy engangement kak farah.finally after 9 year been together.People do said kalau ada jodoh lari lari mana pon jumpaa jugak,banyak cabran mcm mana pon still jumpaa jugaa see youguys made it happen. congrat!

hey boy you maked me laugh

hmm let me said here you jerk doo!kau dah text org lain bg goodnight text yang berbunga bungaa tuu then kau sent kat kawan aku,wahhh!fabio habis laa kau!goodjob ! extremly well dude i almost admire you chicken little you almost maked me laugh all night long well boy next time you have to try so hard.A very nice of you give a very sweet goodnight text but HAHAHAHA i was laughing when i got your text, HAHAHAHAA i forward to my friend then booom she got it too.Yoww dude well play haa, nice onee i bet you really want be somebody right?oh i forgot your heart is breaking kan so if you do these so maybe ladies will be fool with you, oppsss sorry chicken little.dude if you want tackle buat care betul betul laa do.lawak laa awk ni saya suka awk begini, hahaa

put a big smile

how i express my feeling toward you?weeeeee im so excited !

babi

eee aku benci kau laa sial!babi kau asl kau wujud?sakit bodo hati aku,eeee kau bodoh kau babi kau tak reti nak hargai org kau tak reti nak pujuk org , kau babi eee sakit bodo.aku dah try so hard nak jugak baik dgn kau try lupaaa benda lepas tak boleh kau still buat jugak tapi takpa aku tak buat balik kat kau nanti kau kena sendiri, karmaa yea bang!just wait and see

last of july

today really exhausted!i woke up around 7 then boom i have something going on my stomach it's really hurting!felt like lighting tgh lawan,haha seriously sakit!then i told nasihah i could not come to school today then my mom forced me to see the doctor i refused no more medicine!i hate you thank you.then me and my mom go to kampung pandan having breakfast i felt lots better than,she buys those fish crab makes me want to puke!then i got home i watching welcome to the rail world, henry golding does looks stupid doing hakka!but he is the one charming guys , down to earth very friendly and have some manner makes my heart go hmmmmm smilinggg :), then around 1 me and my mom go to new york skin solution having my treatment there around 5 i finesh already then i go bb i ate subway then we go shopping , our first stop is bonita i saw a cute watch i put in on uoo i looked cute huhh?haha then i buy it then we go to nose oooo myyyy gosh!i saw a black watch elegant all i can said!check check then sold!that watch is mine :) , then we go body shop buys our things totaly rm 189.90 akak tuu ckp tmbh laa lagi 20 ringgit nnati dapat boucer mula mula mama saya sudah ambil itu gincu but taknak letak balik mama saya ckp buat apa sudah banyak.then around 6.45 we got our kl monorail ticket on sesak gilaaa oh sampai ada sorang tuu ckp jgn tolak laa bodo! haha then we stop at hang tuah amik train balik ampang bapak ramai gilaaa ! ada 2 line 1 jea tempat beli ticket patu dah dpt ticket trn tunggu patu time nak masuk dlm train dgr bunyi wisel wooi tak bayar ticket haishh cuak ooo budak laki yg tak byar ticket tu lari.then mama ckp cepat cepat masuk then teeennnn!pintu tutup samapi ampang abah amik.

composition

Tacher Ingrid asks a whole class wrote summary about someone that connect to you and what you learn from it and make sure that your summary be amazing nad really interesting . I ask teacher , if we dont want put their names can?then teacher said 'put a name any name that you like' . okey okey listen there was a part suddenly techer uses the F word , i completely shocked but she didnt realise that abiel and me looked up together. ABiel is already start wrote about her lose time bestfriend . Meanwhile yusuf always daydream about her gf and he want to wrote about his gays partner siddiq aka sean kingston , haha then he change sapa tah , siddiq always siddiq was blur dont know who he want to write about.Me im going to write about you.

busted !

wahh , bestkan kena?


on thursday
i texted you all day long.
you didnt reply my text.
i wish you goodnight.
you wish me goodnight.
i said what wrong with you? and so on
again you didnt reply
silent converstion and i know something bother you up .


on friday
after finish school i went to emerald .
evening my mom pick me up
during those time i keep watched why i felt i knew something about that guy .
then mom arrived .
i saw you at baiduri and i looked at you .
you looked at me and shocked .
suprised?
i didnt looked you after that on .
you texted me and said s o r r y blablabla.
sorry apology not excepted .

now i know why you mcm tuu , hmmphh karmaa whtever , if i accept or not accept your apology you will do the same mistake again.
takecare bye.

s o r r y

babe , i try so hard not to hurt you but yet i did , i try so hard not to make you felt guilt yet you did , i try so hard being really goodfriend to you and make it up back again but actually i cant . It's cover me with those things that you use make me cry. I just cant ! im sorry , soon or later or another time i just hurmmm

one step at the time

hurry up and wait so close but so far away everything that you always dream of could be should be yours. heheeee gosh i never been so happy continously everyday man , im so happy it start off by those positive word then keep singing those a-ma-zing song then end it up with great story. On tuesday its morning i think about 8 am she came to me and said " eh kalau ada 2 cicak ada kat atas pastu salah satu jatauh salah sorang cakap apa?"i said "padan muka?"hahahhahahaha then she said"salah then she making lizard sound"hahahha but if you think back it's true lizard do not speak kan?ahhaha bangang punya leong ! then tgh hari sikit afiq kecik datang dia cakap"aku ada teka teki kenapa aku pergi johor 1 jam tapi kenapa kalau aku kau dgn nabilah pergi 3 jam"i said "sebab lama kot"then dia cakap " tak sebab ada 3 jam see aku ada 1 jam , kau ada 1 jam nabilah ada 1 jam " huhh bangang ! kena dah lagi , hahahaa . Then recess banyak borak borak im happy this week , i dont know but yes im happy . belajar sekarang pon dah kuarang ngntok dah , okeyy laa happy :)

mohd ameer

God ! that boy can makes me laugh , can make me smile , can make me smile wide and wide , that boys listen to me when i need someone to talk to , that boys makes me think me twice , that boys teach me the value having great family and unforgetable bestfriend . Honestly , i really appreciate you , you always be my bestfriend thanks for there for me and until now you still remember me as your friend . Thanks when there was one time yang i kena tuu yang i nages gila gilaaa but you still there for me you call me and you sing to me , awww thank you :) , and i still remember the day before i go to thailand and i said to you wait for me i have something to do and do not fall a sleep until i got home and yet you did ! you didnt go for sleep until morning we keep in touch in ym , haishh serious i appreciate sgt oh , then you ada ajak tgok you and the band jamming , sorry i takdapat pergi , you never mad at me , i repeat NEVER ! i always mad at you , what you said "yelaa yelaa okey okey mcm ni mcm ni", . And i remember for first time you call me thru ym , i still remember you childish voice and those gigle , i miss that , then you sang a song tak tahu tajuk but okey laa *melting* because song that he sang about the person try to have a relationship back with his girlfriend , awww so sweet :) then suddenly house phone ring , HAHAHHAHAHAHA i cannot stop laughing , menn you cheer up my day ! :) , time i kena tuu bulan dua tuu you stay jea dgn i , yaaww thank men ! i always remember your word "be positive" , thanks :)

new me

i dont know why but sometime i found myself very confident and i fell like gahhh i dont need that i can handle on my on my on top of the world ! but sometime i fell tramp in hole that never let me out i fell so down i just kept asking my self why i not have self confident what i must do?i did heard some good song that can build my strengh but it didnt work out for me , i did read something that make me have self condifent but it's only for temporary.And then i start crying i cry cry cry then i fall sleep , haha but it's only second , aaaaaa i dont know , ME before different ME now different . Im use to be one of most happy person LOVE to laugh but all that sudden i just quite if she/he make a joke i only laugh but that only for to release the stress then i become quite back . I need the old me I need have self confident , even ucup said "sekarang kau dah lain kau mcm dah lonely" i do fell lonely i do fell aaa that not great out there . . .

Its this normal things

i dont why what now im try get over it and when he come up with another girl my hand start shaking im start feeling down but its just a few second or a few minute then it dissapear , maybe i dont need him kot maybe i just fine without him . In fact i feel glad , now im free now i dont need boy kot and i dont need to so hard to think about his behavier and "jaga hati dia" i dont need that if he with other okey :). seriously i am , yea yea parent are right high school learn about puppy love . Now i start worried on my subjeck spm


my result came out this week and i half proud half dissapointed with my result , i really wish i got all spm subjuc i got better and i really hope that when it come to parent day my mother proud of me but it not , argghh ! eventhough teacher said "haa naik pon markah" but i relly hopeing that i got A or B+ seriously i really want those A in all subjec , sometime i fell i want to cry why i did i ever thinking and start studing , i asking my self can i get 8A' in spm can i?i dont have any strengh but i really want that so badly , when it come to exam okey boleh buat even cikgu cakap semua boleh buat but susah nak score susah nak tackle pemeriksa . Now if want go to the University must have at least 5A' man


things between my friend and i quite okeyy laa , still keeping each other secret but there is one human being , i didnt get mad at you and but please dont take us for granted laa , we all now that you always busy with ur school stuff but please laa we all fell like oh bila dah takda kawan baru cari , even your close friend very close one kecik hati , please laa bukannya pulaukan ke apa ke but fair laa , i know laa sekarang dah jadi somebody but if you thing we are you friend then treat us as your friend



i didnt tidy up my bed room its quite dirtiness , haha haa last 2 week i dot home from village then i saw ur broadband was eatend by mouse , abang ckp dia marah , i dont why he get mad ouuu i know maybe menjerit kot , haha

okey

not less not more

funnn dayyy

on tuesday supposed i go out with my classmate , liana ajak but last minute cancel sebab tertentu so takpaa laa maybe later laa and my family just got back frm village in kelantan , it's was exhausted !seriously ! but it's really fun tengok grandpop and grandmaa and cousin yang comel lote awww :) pusing pusing pekan , heheheeee memang takda bendaa nak bdngkn dkt kl but i feel peace then balik tuu dapat duit frm atok , heheee thank tok ayah nnty bg laa , duit rayaa up kat sikit tau ! ;) , back to story tuesday i woke really early and im ready so that i can spend enough a whole day with my greatest abah ! i woke up i came down stair i saw abah still snooring , HAHA then i wake him up we have a lot plan to do , get up get shower then we manage out at 11 ! then breakfast at kayu , nak makan naan cheese but mlm baru ada so order maggie goreng abah order roti telur , okey listen here this one really disgusting story , my father saw bulu kat roti canai tuu , eeeeewwww geli giloooo , then masing masing takda selera bayar setngah harga jea then pergi mayfair borak borak then pergi pelita pulak lapa makan then pergi masuk ampang point saje pusing pusing then ada kedai zooom tuu dia buat prmosition camera semuaa , i just looking at those camera and i started interested with one camera it regular camera , bukan camera yang besar yang budak budak bajet terer pakai nak show off tuu bukan ni camera biasa jea but kecik simple senang nak pakai.During that time i tgh merajuk so my father buy this camera for me so that i can smile again , heeeeeeee :D im so happy!thank abah ! thank abah! abah ckp ni present for my birthday awal sikit laa , haha nvrmind abah dah happy dah :).Dah dpt memang susah nak lepas laa kan belek belek tgok semua tuu patu abah ajak pergi klcc naik bus , oh okeyy laa nak bus yang biasa pny yang bukan U26 bukan , it's really doest count , for me spend a time with family tuu pon nak cukup tuu pon dah happy dahh ,place kereta buruk ke apa ke doesnt really matter , it's matter is we together :) , then sammpai klcc i thought sikit jea orang seriously ramai gilaa orang pergi beli tiket i nak tgok cerita karate kid but my father said no more childish movie so i buy A team ticket , AH ! the movie was awesome ! best gilaa 2 jam lebih but tak rasa pon then pergi makan alferedo kat signature borak borak jap pusing pusing roxy nose everlast zara mango semua then balik tunggu kat seberang jalan sana then sampai ampang point dalam pukul 6 then pergi parking kereta off back home . word that never been replaced : dad thank iloveyou :)

kimora lee simmon

oh my god ! i really love her ! some people called her crazy ! HAHA sometime but everything she touch become millionaire , word fabulous describe her over the top massive everything yet she regular mom but she manage makesure everything put in place , i really want be like her she dont need a money from husband she get it self.she is amazing woman ! she is independent woman ! she inspired woman not giving hope by men get it by yourself . She start out as modeling at age 12 or 13 years old ! her former agent said her "Kimora was eye-catching - beautiful black curly hair, lots and lots of curly hair, beautiful pale skin. She was 5'11 when she was just 12, 13 years old, very skinny. I saw her and I thought, 'There's something here.'" then at the age of 19 she married to russel simmon having 2 daughter ming lee and aoki lee then divorced but she still having good relationship with her ex husband , she is a very independent woman she is inspiring woman .


her extravagant lifestyle : "I am probably the queen of opulence. I love my jewelry. I love my diamonds. I love my shoes. I have diamond shoes. Some people might prefer more demure look. I like it all out screaming. I don't care."

shakingg

hahahaa i pon the tittle shaking so that i can remember cikgu khairul azizi , haha i on myspace then i saw really cute guys ! oh my god! seriously he's frekin hot mannn!eerrrr shakinggg ! hahahaa comel gilooo hot dooo! he was my cousin friend so i cannot have him ( really like him he cute that it! :D) pshhhhh ! but i have to admit he CUTEEE one ! :D see see kat luar ramai lagii laki yang hensem cutee :)

dude

sorryy i cant make it today ili audi , i no money left errr maybe next timee

dream too good to be true

i just woke up this evening , i dream about you and she in my dream she came at me and said "urmm you i tak tahu nak cakap mcm mana but dia pgang i and dia ckp dia nak balik dkt i" suddenly i woke up and then i start think think and think it's true or is she just want us fight?i dont know i just wonder why? and maybe god think it's time for me to move on and be away from you ,

woahlaawehh

haha i dont why i got the idea to put woahlaweh tittle it's just come out in my head , haha yesterday we go to klcc and pavillion , we had so much fun , i told them i picking them up at 11.15 am but i manage go out at 12 haha sorry guys abahku lambat mandi , then sampai pavillon tgok ticket lagenda budak setan set pukul 2 pny movie then kitaorg pusing pusing pergi cotton on forever21 tgok dress try try then pukul 1.45 msk wayang , lagenda budak setan best gilaaa ! farid kamil haishh kesian gilaaa diaa ! tasha dah nages , me and nasihah laughing there was a part when fazura intruced her self she said her name is kate then nasihah said full name apa?i ckp khatijah , hahaha dia taknak mengaku nama melayu diaa , then ada part ni lisa ni dia lupa ingatan then mak dia dgn farid kamil ada i was like dia juling ke?then kitaorg gelak gila gilaa , bangang ! then habis tuu kitaorg decide nak pergi mcdonald kat sungai wang nak saja saja duduk but sampai msk pusing pusing tgok shampoo yang saloon pakai tgok headphone , ada satu kedai tuu try jee kena charge rm 5 rggit mahal ! padahal try jea bodo pny kedai! hahahha then kitaorg blik klcc makan alfredo kat singnature then malam tgok fountain hmmphh silence for a momment :) lagpn dah ngntok . then my mom said she and abah waiting at isetan then off we go mcdonald makan makan balik mandi reply text budak itu then off ZzZzZz

thursday

oh thursady night we had our family date night but abah tak dapat ikut sebab nak tengok atok and nenek , aarggh rindu tokmek and tok ayah nanti buat kan safiqa ketupat lagi eh :D seronok gilaa malam tuu amik tiket wayang pukul 9.45 watching prince of prisia really heaving great time best gilaa ceritaa diaa oh OMG prince dia hensem gilaa but dalam cerita tuu walawehh hensem princess tuu bapak hot lawa gilaa seriously lawa hot ! korang tahu laa GALAXY tuu kan mesti ada slack?last last movie sound takde b*** betul . HAHA then makan black paper stick thanks mommy ! :D then sampai rumah dlm pukul 1 am , best gilaa thank family i really enjoy it :)

seriously should i?

seriously i really really miss you , but i know it not worth it and i know you didnt care about me at all.And i know someday you might think about me i know but how could you did this to me?you make me love you miss you need you but suddenly hmmphh :"( , i really really sad my friend said "bia jea diaa not worth it" i dont blame them i know they right and before this you promise me you said please dont leave you please okey i though right and that when i was 15 ! 15 man! i was young now im 17 im matured enough to think it's staight!if i could turn back time would you promise me you want care about me saying you dont leave me you keep you promise said "kita akan kahwin nanti kan" oh i wish it worth but if you would do that then i keep my promise!i swear i do!but hmpphh , i really sad you really make me love youu , you sure score that point ! how could you?how could you?im try to be strong i swear i do but everytime i saw you i become weak :(

poem

i just found this like 2 minute ago and i think this poem really really meant to me and this what i feel about love , arr i guess??


Your smile is like the sunshine warming my day.
Your the first and last thing that makes me feel this way.
Your hugs started as a pat on my back, but now I can feel that they’re more then that.
Time will keep ticking, and we will grow old, but your hand in mine will never get cold.
Our love is more then affection.
Our love has the lords protection.

test

oh it's been long time i havent update my blog , lately i been busy with all activities , scholl really make me have headache ! aaarggghhh this week mid year exam oh it's really tough oh i really wish i had good result better than first test , first test because of him ! arrghhh! i blow out! no no it's my fault i dont event thing at first place and now i realise that bigger dream of mine , many great thing waiting for me :) , cant wait for that! speaking about mid year exam it's really kickin my nerve down , oh bahasa melayu and english was okey but i scared to target a gred but mathematic i really target AEEE , hahha history paper 2 is quite better than paper 1 , peper 1 quite tough , oh i relly wish i great good score , i really wish that .


thing to do : watching stardust and 11 pm off to mcd petronas :D

mom mommy !

oohhh dearly mommy , i love youu so much ! eventhough im the one always make you cry but i know deep down inside you really love me , you did this to show that you want nothing but the best!oh dear mom!i really want to said sorry because i really put you on big trouble , i really sorry i didnt mean too!when i saw you cry you make me feel very guilty ,:( , im sorry because there was one time i said i want to go my friend house but suddenly i went off to pavillion , oh im sorry if i making my face when i didnt get something , oh im really sorry if i lie to you or angry at you , i really really sorryy and there was one time when you said "i want all my child grow be a human , i dont care if it have to make me suffer but i want both of you the best"oh dearly mom dont make me start to cry :"), i always remember things that you do to me if i have nightmare you always sat beside me and make me calm , i always remember when my pinky was stuck on car i cry and you the who come in the first place and make tears go away ooohhh mom i will promise you i will take good care of you just like the way you take good care of me :")

a cinderella story

ooooooo wwwwoooowwweeee i really really love this movie , i watched again again and again never get bored , these story have great moral value for teenage how probally on high school , feeling like empty on inside pretend everything is okey but actually it's not!these movie also make me learn that it's okey being my self and do all by my self by not let people help , everything is going to be okey if you just believe in yourself and you can make ur self confident .

Oh raining please please come!

oh dearly beloved raining please come and start your working , start ur day by raining heavily ! please raining and start every single day raining it's really really HOT right now i cant deal with it now , haha pity us rain ! please rain i begg youu please please :(

1st of may 2010

suppostly yesterday i go out with my classmate dating but semua busyy so tak jadi :(, but i went to klcc pavillion and having a best date with nasihah :)and watch iron man 2 , perghh sumpahh best gilaa!hero dia smart gilaa hensem walaupon dah tua tegap bhai haishh cair aku!ooo okey okey back to my story i ask her go out at 11 am but unfortunately i manage go ut at 11.45 sorry nasihah !hahaha keluar amik dia off we go , sampai pavillion bapak aaa ramai gilaa org kat tmpt wayang tuu so ingatkan kat klcc boleh tahan sikit laa orang maybe org lagi suka kat pavi sekali bila dah sampai klcc panjang gilaa line diaa , ada part ni lagi 2 org jea patu turn kitaorg beli ticket skli ada announcement "sapa nak beli ticket iron man 2 beratur kat line 6 7 8"kitaorg pon pegi , then mcm blur habis yang line 1 2 3 4 5 tuu ticket biasa jea laa , line 6 7 8 perghh lagi panjang then kitaorg decide beratur kat line 1 2 3 4 5 balik , dah buang masa 30 minit kat situ nasib baik sikit org beratur laa sampai dpn tanya "iron man pukul bape eh?"sekali org tuu ckp tggl pukul 3.45 pkol 5 mcm tuu , laahh kalau tahu tadi takyah nak keluar barisan tadi stay jea dah terus beli ticket dahh lagi awal kitaorang kat tempat wayang tuu 1 jam buang masa gilaa , then beli ticket pukul 3.45 punya then lepas beli pergi signature makan adanyaa tempat ! lama gilaa tggu org bangun sekali ada!alhamdulillah!beli makan tangkap gamba semua patu beli toilet weewee first then pergi laa kedai nose kinokuniya roxy stadium then 3.40 trn beli popcorn dgn air masuk tgok movie , iron man 2 AMAZING ! serious best gilaaa kot , habis dlm 6 lbh pergi pavi jmp ety jap borak borak then ety ajak pegi BB tapi takboleh sbb parent tak bg balik lambat so pkol 8 lbh balik singgah kayu makan cheese naan jumpa fizo omar dgn kamal dlm cerita sunsilk impian tuu badan diaorang besar doo , haha soon after that nampak imuda , balik mandi online jap tidur penat gilaaa

jealousy envy envidia

i deeply jealous of you muhammad yusuf and wan ahmad siddiq okey you guys knows how to treat well with ur girl , ahhaha , you make me want to cincang cincang youu , hahaa , okey it start when siddiq ask me "mcm mana nak minta couple eh?" ohh heee in loveee! :D then i ask him"siapa yang kau nak ni siddiq?;)" then siddiq"ada laa "then i said "ooo taknak bgtahu takpaa , takyah tolong , hehheee devil!then siddiq"alaa okey okeyy laa ada budak tcn ni"start laa ceritaaa , ooo my PRADA!he's finally found someone that treat him the right way , aaawww thumb up!then i teach him , just being nice and simple that it's . then he said "kalau aku nyanyi?"i looked at his face and start laughing , HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAA , at first he do "buat muka thing"then he start laugh too , then i said"kau takya nak poyo poyo laa just straigh forward done"then he said"tak , A tuu nak aku nyayi dia simpan suara aku kat phone dia"i looked at his face again start BHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAA , then i was like "ooh yeke okay , kau minta depan depan , tuu show kau ni berani terime kenyataan"then siddiq said"kalau dia reject mcm mana"farah said"alaa kau belum cuba mana tahu?if dia reject pon at least kau berani kan?"then ringggggg bell school ring , it's time to go homee , the next day he said he already COUPLEE! oohh my gucci , yes finallyy!kau nyayi jugakk?hahahhahaha oo okeyy but at least kau dpt jugakk , aaaawww :)

YUSUF LINGLING!
okey it's happened on 29th april 2010 at 4.30 pm he call me and said"umm farah kat spectrum tuu ada jual teddy bear tak"i already worder why he ask that i said "kau nak bg kat I eh" at first he doesn't want me knowing that he want buy for someone , he said that he want give present for his sister then i said you BLUFFING, then he start his story bla bla blaa the he arrives at my house at 5.15 my mom pick up and off we go to kasturi , then i ask my mother stop us at spectrum she said why i said i want buy something to eat then mama tak bg!haishhh , then i pujuk pujuk baru bg , can you imagine it's raining heavily outside , aaaarrrggg takpa demi kawan kan pergi jugak spectrum naik tgkt atas beli beli wahh auntie tuu bg kotak besar ucup malu nak bwak !then nak keluar hujan lebat gilaaa redahh jugakk smapi tcn bash gilooo , then belajar beljar 8.40 home sweet home , the next morning i ask did you bring ur present then he said ofcoz indeed!hahahaa then he ask me "mcm mana nak mintak couple"
haishh aku ni counter pertanyaan ke?hahaha then time account ajar laa diaa , then dia PRACTICE! hahahhahahaha then 12.30 it's time to be true , soon after that I arrives then i dgn siddiq waiting outside perghh lembab gilooo mat ni nak mintaak lama sgt cau dulu aaa before i go i saw I face was BLUSHING giloo aaarrrggghh jealous gilaa bhai, then ptg tuu yusuf text said guess what she said?

kantoi

hahahaa well it's happened today about 30 minute ago , i ask nasihah going date with me at mcdonald then she said okey , then i arrived at her condo at 8.30 tggu punya tggu about 10 minute she didnt came out yet , i start to text her "awk dah boleh cepat dah"then text tuu tak delivered , finally she arrieved masuk kereta abah dah cakap pasal gent manusia , hahaha okey laa sampai mcd perghh jamm gilaaa , taktahu asal carik punya carik takda parking , haishh then ada jgk dkt area rumah org park je laa kejap jea , then sampai mcd order semua carik tmpt duduk penuh kot!yang ada kat wargaa emas , haha , taknak!carik lagi carik ada laa tercorot sikit laa , then i ask her wether she want invite afiq to mcd then she text afiq "you kat mana?"then afiq respond"i kat tr napa nak lepak?jum jum"then nasihah "parah memang parah ,farah memang parah"then afiq"kenapa dgn farah?is she okey?"then nasihah"parah ni parah"then afiq call tanya kat mana nasihah ckp kat hospital then afiq ckp betul betul ke tipu ni then nasihah betul then nasihah letak phone , hahahha sorry afiq ! then afiq text"betul betul jgn laa mainkan i "then nasihah"betul betul laa ni"then afiq"i gerak kat sana terus"nasihah"jgn jgn i nak balik dah ni"sekali dia dah sampai petronas , bapak cepat dia bwak!then sampai sampai tuu muka dah masam , alaa ngadaa!tembak karang!ahahhaa then lama dah okey borak borak dgn ikmal skli then pukul 2230 tuu nak balik afiq tanya"balik naik apa?"then kitaorg jawab"jalan kaki"afiq"serious laa naik apa?"then kteorg nak gerak cepat patu ckp byeee then diaorg ikut , haishhh , macam mana ni?my father was waiting at original kayu already then he saw us then i just give me instruction to stay dont move then we go to toilet diaorg pon ikut then my father call tanya kat mana?then ckp kat toilet i ask him to wait for me at the car , then keluar tuu tak nampak afiq jln nak laju laa skli diaorg kat belkang , haishhh laki ni memang jalan lajukan?then my father tggu kat park kereta then my father saw 4 of us then he said "nak balik sekali ke?meh laa"ummm kantoii dahh ,then i just fastest my walk then masuk dlm keretaa , hahahahha then masuk dlm kereta cerita my father start laugh then he said "oooo mana abah tahu"then i was likee "benda dah jadi"haahha

history trip

4 weeks ago i ask my father "may i go langkawi with puan khairiah in history club"then he said "okey but if nasihah go you may go" then i rush very quickly i call her and ask nasihah wether her mom give her permission then she YES!weeeeeeeeee yayyy mee!on 22nd of April 2010 at 4 .30 am i already keluar rumah teacher said bertolak pukul 5 then nak rush maybe ckg nak check sapa yg pergi masa keluar tuu baru lepas hujan then sampai skolah pukul 4.40 tgok ckg blm samapi lagi tggu punya tggu tak sampai sampai pukul 5 pon belum bertolak lagi patu pukul 5.20 ckgu sampai bas pon dah sampai letak beg semua dalam pukul 5.30 baru gerak , sedeh gilaa part nak tinggal mama , nak nagis tapi tahan tahan tough en?haha then bus bertolak our first stop at kuala selangor , pray solat subuh then time nak bertolak tuu iskandar tak naik naik lagi semua org nak car mana diaa cikgu turun kot taktau laa then amirul shazwan ckp "ckg amirul shazwan takda"then semua org start gelak , bangang!hahahaa then stop kat Bukit Melawati
dekat bukit melawati semua orang happyly tangkap gamba , said cheeeeesee!1234 click!
then semua naik bus now berangkat ke teluk intan perak tgok menara condong

for YOU

babe , i been cried i been laugh i been sick i been kick i been mad i been sad i been happy i been loved , have you noticed that?have you?do you see im cried when you said you leaving , it's hard for me to leave youu , i just cant . im MAD because deep way inside me im feel so sad why you turning this kind of way , i MAD because i really really LOVE you and everytime you do something to me i dont mad but im sad but time this you really go way far , it's really cut me like a knife . For about 8 days i cried about you , for about a month i been thinking about you why turning this kind of way?wht did i did wrong? do you noticed that? DO YOU?my friend said you act like tuuut but i dont care wht they think because for me they doesnt know you , but this time i believe them im sorryy but you relly hurt me , and every day watching you i feel i want to cried but im trying to be strong im try but i cant ! i said to my self maybe it's have a reason , and now if i go some where you will ask me who i'm going to?wht time i want go home?thanks for taking good care for me , but now i not telling you everytime and everything , you already said sekarang dah beza sekarang ada batas , oh okay i will remember all thing that you said bila you ckp"nak you suap"i was like noo!this time different you already said that so i will kept it. But we cant still being friend but sekarang ada batas just like you said . And now things change i been friend with her and she really nice , i wont fight with her to get you , i just donee with it . i dont want that anymore i just happy the way i am now but i want let you know THANKS FOR GIVING ME TASTE OF LOVED MAKING ME LOVED , NO ONE DID SPECIAL LIKE YOU DID , thanks

oh it's been a long time

wahhhh imissyou so much much much , i havent open blogging for about 5 day!oh i sorry sayang , i been busy lately :( sorryyy

superduper weird classmate , come on classmate

okey today probally last day i attend school for this week , hahaa tomorrow until sunday morning perak kedah perlis babyy :D , then start schooll yayy eerrrr yaa haha , during bm period puan jamaliah ask wether we go to library or do rivison at class ,half of my class vote to go library semua malas nak belajar , hahahaa okey then semua pergi library , in library ada 2 meja besar yang kena shareshare so i duduk meja depan buat karangan tak siap:O then classmate laki sit beside me then they start to read book about agama pasal 10 ciri sorang isteri masuk neraka , cehhh hazmie ckp"aku baca utk kau eh farah" hmmpmm baca laa then baca baca kuat kuat patu ada laa mamat tuu ckp "kau nak kawin dgn aku tak farah"i was like errrrrrrrr pahal mamat ni then i tell him"spm pon tak lepas nak kawin"then dia ckp "tak aku serius ni nak tak"i was like apahal dgn dia ni kena current ke?then i tell him"eleh A's pon tak dpt lag"tapi before ada lagi 2 3 lagi soalan dia tny ulang ulang ,then dia ckp "nanti dah besar aku jadi pilot baru tau"eleh i was like"kau tak amik add math nak jadi pilot"then dia ckp"apasl pulak tak boleh"then i pandang dia mukaa mcm peliknyaa kau ni ! tibe tibeee jeaaa dia mcm tuu then during resess time i bgtahu membe i diaorg gelak , hahahhaha tasha dah tepuk tgn huhhh?hahahaa ooohh okeyyy , but but i know that was jokee , come on calssmate laa i dont take that as seriouslyy :/

I wish it stay forever

yesterday i attend to my cousin wedding before we get there my father told me "adik , abah tak kesah sapa pilihan adik but abah nak laki tuu dia sayang adik smpai akhir hayat"aaawww cehhh! thank dad! i told him the guy i want to get married must my parent and bestfriend comfortable with and if them okey then he the one for me because they know me the best!when i father said that i felt so happyyy waahhh takdaa pilihan parent ,thumb up! :)i dont want perent choise i want my choise i want married not them ,right?he told me that when they got married they dont have any money for to pass trough every day yet my mom use duit hantaran tuu for beli tong gas awww but actually tak boleh duit hantran only for wife for her accesories but kesusahan they did it!and yet until now they still standing strong :) aaaaawwww so sweet :D , then we arrived at UPM my cousin kak manja cantik gilaaa laa wehhh! duduk kat tempat sandingan elegan ooo diaa :O , gahhhhh!i wish mine be that wayy :)

FIQAUP AND GRUMPY DROP

today nampak dia waktu balik urmmmm , humphhh , then time balik tuu jln jln dgn denyut biskut dgn dai , hahahaha cerita laa gelak gelakk wahh making my dayy forget about him , weeeeeeeeeeeee , :D , then sampai rumah siap siap tibe tibe dompet takda cari carik dah cuak , dompet tu syg tuu dah cuak dah carik carik last last kat dlm beg stokin , hahahha legaaaa . patu pergi rumah sarah otw nak pergi tuu nampak siddiq ucup dgn adik sarah kitaorg otw pergi sekali sampai rumah sarah makan nasi beriani lauk ayam ,and ayam and ayam , wahhh sedappnyaa then kitaorg start buat projek for kelab usahawan muda , seronok gelak gelak kena kan org ejek semuaa , best!happyy timeee ,:D then time 5.30 mama call kat mana ? pergi tcn tak ?cepat! kemain lari lagii patu masuk rumah balik tkar baju then keluar kunci rumah semua masuk kereta then mama tny dpat berapa english i dah pndng ucup , then i ckp taktahuu kat mama , then muka mama dah berubah i know she angry sbb tak bgthau then bwk kete mukaa marah i dah nervous dah then sampai tcn salam then mama memang mukaa marah laa then i tros tny kat ucup apa yg mama tny kat dia then dia ceritaa , oooo okeyy mom im sorryyy i didn't want too but i have no choice , i know what i did is fault but i didnt want too , errghh just happen , im really really really sorryyyyyy :(

I wish do that again :(): :)(:

okay the tittle i wrote because i want rain come again , if every day rainning it's blessingg!please rain come again , please please ! okey tadi dalam pukul 1 dah start hujan , oooo maann!mcm mana nak balik eh eh ada payung takpaa selamat!:) then masa last tadi english so buat grammer pasl adverb aaaaaaaaaa i love grammer heheeee :D , then sarah cakap "nasiayamshareshare jadi tak petang ni"nasiayamshareshare sbb kitaorg selalu makan share share then i ckp"eeeeee kau ni taktahu laa hujan laa nanti kan siddiq bebel pulak" then siddiq gelak then i gosok hidung sarah namapak sarah gelak haishh then sarah ajukkan balik then gosok kat siddiq , siddiq buat balik kat sarah dia pandang sarah dgn muka ngada diaa mcm pandang sarah baby yang alaa bushuk bushuk tuu, eeeeeeeeee geli tgok muka siddiq sarah dah eeeeeeeee dahh geli then ringgggggg 1.50 it's time to said goodbye :( trn dgn ucup :) then jln kat terowong patu dia tnjk bju dia basah i ckp " kau ni jgn lalu dkt tmpt ada hjn "then dia ckp "aku tknk kau kena hjn aku lalu laa kat tmpat hjn"aaaaaaaaaawwwwwwww , then i ckp "alalaa ucup , hahhaa"then dia ckp "betullaa":) , then dah nak sampai gate tuu dia ckp bye then i pon okey laa bye then bukak payung patu jumpa balik dia then dia ckp "lambat!"i ckp "sapa suruh tggu"then jln bape langkah patu masing masing balik , hushh i pakai payung mcm tak pakai payung basah semua kasut dah kuyup dah then dkt longkar besar tuu ,ada jln tuu mcm kebwh mendap laa mcm tuu so air penuh kat atas tuu sapa lucky tak kena basah laa dgn kereta sapa tak lucky kena laa , then turn i , i panadang belakang tgok ada kereta ke tak then ada kereta naza riaa ooo men wish me goodluck! then jln laa nasib baik kete tuu ada perikemanusiaan so dia lalu kat belah sana sikit patu slow so i tak kenaa , then i jln cepat cepat tkot next kete pulak kena , haha smapai rumah letak barang then mandi , yayyy then habis mandi dgr ada org beri salam then senyap jap then ada num call rupanyaa sarah nak hantr something time dia call tuu dia ckp jgn mkn apa apa patu dia ckp tggu 5 minute but menuggu lebih 5 minute then assalamualaikum farah oh farah , sarah dah datang dah bawak nasi beriani , aaaaaaaa sedap sampai malam kenyang , thank youu jevo! :D

budi bahasa budaya kita

okay start hari ni bgn mcm biasa 6.15 mandi siap siap amik air kunci outtago school , then sampai skolah jumpa shikingg, hahahaa then borak kejap dgn dia then dia ckp "kau dah siap sejarah bab 5"i was like huhh "kena ke buat"then she said"kena laa siapkan dia nak check"oooo mann! tak siap satu benda pon bab 5 sejarah , dah laa buku pink tuu banyak soalan susah pulak tuu , adoi takpa takpa demi spm sanggup!hahahaa then sampai tapak perhimpunan nampak tasha then tibe dia ckp "nasihah mana" ckp laa taktau then few minute later nasihah sampai, then start perhimpunan ckg membebel bebel semua patu ada dgr bunyi kompang ingatkan ada laa orang kompangkan rupanya kaset jea?hahahhaha kelekar betul! patu datang laa sapa tahh bebel bebel lgi rasmikan budi bahasa budaya kita then budak laki tahu laa suka sorakkan yang over sikit then ckg azlan mcm tak bg , hashh nak sorak salah tak sorak salah , hashh apa apa jea laa then ada budak form 2 bg lagu budi bahasa budaya kita dgn senyum :) , dah excited dah ni dapat kertas lagu nak nyanyi , sepatutnya sorang dpt 2 kertas but i dapat satu jea sebelah i tasha dgn nasihah dah gaduh start dahh , hhahha tasha ckp"kte punya ada tajuk senyum awk takda" nasihah pulak"awk bia laa tak kisa pon buang jugak" haha bergaduh laa korang , i ni tak dapat lirik lagu tuu tak heran pon , kecoh jea . then time nyanyikan lagu semua kena diri yayy ! then ckg ckp takda music so nyanyi jea i was like lagu senyum ni mcm mana then baru ada music diaa lagu budi bahasa budaya kita , nyanyi a-z dah habis now time lagu senyum pulak kitaorg tahunyaaaaaaaaaa!then ckg pggl budak mana tah play guitar then ramai org berkumpul tgh kat daratan tuu i pulak mcm malas laa nak pergi dgn peluhnya lagi panas dgn bau shomatnya lagi aaaarrrgghh then tbe tbe dgr suara perempuan haaehh bukan laki kea then dgr lagi suara tuu mcm kenal fazilah rupanyaa , gilaa laa faz nyanyi :) go faz goo , suara dia ada laa shakeing shakeing sikit sikit but at least dia berani , thump up faz!:) before tuu ada persembahan 3 bangsa melayu india cina awww comel jea junior junior buat persembahan before tuu ada melayu ckp english , indian ckp cina patu apa ckp apa tahh , hahahaa tapi best laa budi bahas budaya kita but sad laa ni final year , next year no more :( i gonna miss all that :(

Is love fool?

funny , when people thought about love some people said love is sick , some people said love can make a peson crush into million pieces some people said love is beautiful , some people said love is fool sick crazy nut , hahaa , each person have their own opinion about love . there was one time a guy said to me he will wait no matter 100 years to the one he love , well i said you sick ! you dont even meet the right one yet instead you talking about a year then he said i will wait i will wait then i said " wait laa kau"hahaa , other said if before this i can wait for 3 years ni apa tah pulak bertahun tahun lagi wlpn penah kena hurt , men!i know you heart is breaking i been there i been felt when a person said we just a bestfriend and see him with her every single day together holding hand , it's cutting like a knife :( but i just realised that everything happened must be a reason maybe god test us to be brave in this situation or maybe god let us meet wrong person a first then will meet the right one , who knows?I know you can be brave , am try be brave and yaa now i feel relieved it's over and start my new life :)


lot of love,
farahsyafiqah :)

At L A S T !

aaarrrrgghh , finally i did it babyy , yayy for me ! :D it's been so long i havent tidy up my bedroom , so messyy so hot so aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrggggggggggghhhh , at last honey at last ! at first mcm malas gilaa tahu laa bilik yang dah teruk sangat taktahu nak kemas bilaa berselerak sini sana yaa allah macam reban ayam , hahahaa , bangun tadi pukul 6.30 ptg before tuu dah bgn patu pergi tcn sana sini penat tito laa , 6.30 bangun tengok bilik tak sanggup tengok lagi kemas sikit sikit ( i kalau dah buat satu benda takkan stop)then tibe tibe dah siap ! yayyy akhirnyaa kemas jugakk , happy face :) esok nak bersihkan kipas , toodless :)

saturday

hari ni mula mulaa macam boring , bangun pagi pukul 8 . awal en?hahaa , terus mandi 1 jam dalam bilik air then baru keluar :D , then pakai baju semua turun bawah tgok tv takda cerita yang best , parent keluar dating dah 26 tahun pon still dating lagii aaawww eeewww , hahaa then pukul 10 tak balik balik mana diaorg pergi patu call laa tanya kat mana then ckp otw nak balik dah ni , otw otw tak sampai sampai jugak , pukul 11 baru sampai , sejam baru sampai?adoi , patu mama belikan nasi lemak lauk sotong sedap ! dah dapat makanan senyap terusss , haha then bgtahu parent kejap lagi pergi carrefore then diaorg cakap okeyy so ingatkan dalam pukul 12 mcm tuu pergi then sampai pukul 5 baru pergi , mama laa nak masak lagi i sempat tito 2 jam makna tuu , hehee , then dah siap dah ni pukul 5 tuu time tuu abah tgh tgok pc baca 'terengganu kita' tinggu punya tunggu tak sudah sudah , then mama ckp adik keluar sekarang then abah ckp nak pergi carrefore mana?kat wangsa maju ke kat sini punyaa , mama saja jea merajuk ckp wangsa maju , huissshh kemain gelabah lagi abah time tuu nak siap , hahaa patu mama still buat merajuk i ikut jea laa keluar then dah masuk dalam keretaa so ingatkan tunggu abah kali ni tak mama terus keluar then i was like "maa bia betul"then mama ckp "biakan selalu buat macam tuu"then we all start laughing , hahhahaa ingatkan nak terus pergi laa rupanya sampai caltex jea?hahahhahahhaha kemain merajuk lagi , hahahahaa then patah balik rumah tgok abah dah keluar belum then i turun kereta tgok abah baru trn tangga?lamanya bersiap yaa cik abah yaa , then i ckp "abah mama merajuk"then abah ckp "abah pon merajuk"i was like hahahhaha alaaa mengadaa laa korang , hahahha then dua dua buat kononya merajuk lam lama tuu dah okey :), then i ingt pergi carrefor then sampai jalan tunku abdul rahman , jauhhh , sebab abah nak tambah kaki kain , whatever macam tuu then pergi laa carik harison laa nagoya laa kamda laa adaanyaaa!penat berjalan sahajaa , then masuk sogo mama nak beli handbeg kecik utk pergi dinner takdaa then naik atas nak carik hadiah for my cousin yang akan kahwin sabtu dpn last last kat mesin urut aapabenda tahh , lama pulak tuu tapi best dapat turun badan kaki , sampai pukul 9.30 mlm , lama ooo , then balik sggh pergi carrefore at last pergi jugak beli beli barang patu balik , the end :)

A gift of a friend

from the beginning to end when you have a friend by your side to help to find the beauty of all when you'll open your heart and believing a gift of friend . babee thank for there for me , sayang korang laa , bilaa down korang selalu adaa buat lawak bagi semangat , thanks really really appreaciate , not in million years i could find such a wonderfull friend like you guys :)

L O V E

look? even cat need love . I start to fall inlove with you when you said you love me , in past we have our own partner but finally we meet :) , at first time we start keeping eye to each other it's feel chemistry between us . You kiss me on the cheek you wishperd my ears said those 3 word .you make me melt . happyyy.when evey second we spend see lightning moon full of star by said word iloveyou . and every second we spend it count never been bored . That what i felt about love. my bestfriend nasihah ask what love meant to you?well, for me love is something really valuable and need appreciated. love is really BEAUTIFUL ,and heart never meant to be race honeeyy. love make me smile wide bak pepatah melayu mengatakan makan tak kenyang mandi tak basah , haha poyoo ! hahaa . yet , i have been cheat and i also been the one stealing other(by other opinion)but actually i didnt want to thing turn out this kind of way it just happen and yet i realised that everybody not perfect they keep making mistake and what i done i learn for example moving on . i not type of REVENGE kind person because in the end it come back to me and it just the same , you did to him and him did to you , sama jea kan,for me i just believe karma , bia tuhan balas , i just wishing you the best on you way. i just want to said thanks for giving me taste of love making me loved and no one did special like you did . Am also thankfull to have a beloved family and amazing bestriend and fantastic friend thanks guyys Iheartyouguys, aaawww :)